Wednesday, August 09, 2006

and in no time I wasn't feeling gravity anymore....

I don’t feel gravity anymore.
I am light, and it’s not because of the sun.
It all happened that day when I couldn’t sit there anymore. I knew if I sat there one more minute, my heart would explode. I had to leave as I couldn’t breath easily. My inner voice screamed at me, and I left my seat.
I ran downstairs and went out of the building, sat down, and looked around like a newborn. I didn’t know what I was doing there.
I grabbed my phone and dialed 604…. hoping to hear a voice, a voice that could listen to me. I talked and opened my heart. I spoke my mind, I expressed me, the confuse wanderer in the rainy city.I talked and talked, and the phone was listening .The more I talked, and the more the phone listened, the lighter I became .
I realized it was time, I had to either take the risk and challenge it or go back to the donjon of my own thoughts; go back to my seat, sit there long enough so I could choke my inner voice and consequently me!
I didn’t want that for me, I wanted to crush that seat to million pieces so I could never be able to miss that miserable empty wooden chair!!
I paused for a minute and my mind saw it, the second chance, and as simple as that I decided to take it .
I knew for sure that I didn't belong to that seat anymore, so I hung up the phone went back to the donjon, but this time I went there to pack up my stuff, my heart and my mind instead of sitting in my chair. I left the building and suddenly I felt light. The more I walked, the lighter I felt, and in no time I wasn’t feeling gravity anymore.......


Blogger The Mysterious Me said...

Maybe that moment has been a turning point in your life. Sometimes our inner voice command us to do stuff.You should listen to it honey. I am happy to see you feeling all light and stuff.

12:40 PM  
Anonymous NNNNN said...

I can see you are finally making the decision. I'm proud of you no matter what happens next, U should know that there is someone,somewhere who loves you and care about U. No matter sometimes how crazy u get:)

1:03 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

The feeling is right,
The time is tight,
The door is shut (behind you)
So don't look back,
Go for it, it's time to pack
BUT remember,

2:00 PM  
Blogger Missing Piece said...

I have been at home for long, now I need to GO BIG...

9:56 AM  

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